Never open my eyes

I was feeling like maybe I would never open my eyes
You know when you are there in that place
Where you want to go
And never come back here

“So what am I gonna do” you say
In an angry voice; full of venom
I wonder do you really feel that much hate inside
That for me is just too sad

I am now feeling like I had never opened my eyes to look at this
But I am here with you and I am not sure of the outcome
You know how this will go?
It only ends here and back to the beginning
When you didn’t want to open your eyes